Success! I am no longer as internally sound as a wet paper bag.
Don't remember even being knocked out, but the pain when I woke up was pretty insane. Thank christ for morphine.
I was on breathing machines for about 24 hours, which was pretty interesting when they took them off. Momentarily forgot how lungs work XD.
It's still painful but theyve given me enough painkillers to drop a horse, so I'll be fine. Thanks to everyone for the well wishes, they really helped a lot. Like, genuinely, thank you guys so much for cheering me up through art or comments, it helped me get through this without feeling alone.
Y'all are awesome.
I'm gonna be in recovery for about 6 weeks, but im allowed to do it at home which is nice. Now I'll probably drift back into sleep soon once these pills kick in, so I'll leave it here. Just wanted to let you guys know that it was a success.
Thanks again ;v;/